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from Esoteric by Return to Life

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Speaking through someone I wish wasn’t real
He’s all that I am, but not what I feel
Disconnecting
Isolating

No will to stay
It’s far too late
No hope left to live through this hell
Erase any trace of myself

Overcome with rage
At the fact that I never had a choice to this day
Every waking moment was a lie, a fictitious display
Everything I’ve been through has meant nothing

So I die
Fade away
All of the tears, all of the cries
Pray that they’re gone when I close my eyes
And I die
Waste away
All of my thoughts lost in the noise
Hoping the world will be better this way

Endless
The dread is worse than it has felt before
Helpless
I cannot bear to face it anymore

Living in fear of every fucking day
Life is predetermined, death is prearranged
As if it mattered at all, no one noticed
Destined to suffer for all eternity
To relive every mistake I made
I deceived everyone but myself

Let it be known
I wasn’t here

All of the tears, all of the cries
Pray that they’re gone when I close my eyes
And I die
Waste away
All of my thoughts lost in the noise
Hoping the world will be better this way

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from Esoteric, released November 23, 2022

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Return to Life Toronto, Ontario

Hey, I'm Anna, a 25 year old engineering grad from the Toronto area. I make music, primarily of the metal and heavy types, but occasionally dab in some more experimental styles.

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