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Radiance
04:17
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Speaking through someone I wish wasn’t real
He’s all that I am, but not what I feel
Disconnecting
Isolating
No will to stay
It’s far too late
No hope left to live through this hell
Erase any trace of myself
Overcome with rage
At the fact that I never had a choice to this day
Every waking moment was a lie, a fictitious display
Everything I’ve been through has meant nothing
So I die
Fade away
All of the tears, all of the cries
Pray that they’re gone when I close my eyes
And I die
Waste away
All of my thoughts lost in the noise
Hoping the world will be better this way
Endless
The dread is worse than it has felt before
Helpless
I cannot bear to face it anymore
Living in fear of every fucking day
Life is predetermined, death is prearranged
As if it mattered at all, no one noticed
Destined to suffer for all eternity
To relive every mistake I made
I deceived everyone but myself
Let it be known
I wasn’t here
All of the tears, all of the cries
Pray that they’re gone when I close my eyes
And I die
Waste away
All of my thoughts lost in the noise
Hoping the world will be better this way
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Clearmeadow
05:32
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You’ve awakened here, reasons still unclear
Memories are lost, thoughts have disappeared
I can see that you hoped you’d reach the end
But although you’ve changed, you are still my friend
Follow the sound of my voice
I will set you free
Time has come to make a choice
It was meant to be
Desperate for an answer
You must still be patient
Introspection before any revelation
Who did you think you were?
What were you living for?
But there is still a way you could be born once more
Follow the sound of my voice
I will set you free
Time has come to make a choice
It was meant to be
You have yet to truly see who you were always meant to be
Walk into the great unknown, and make this life become your own
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The Contagion
04:43
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Force a divide, such is their way
All of our wrongs on mass display
Painting the lines of their own kind
Create the fear in their own minds
Panic ensuing, in droves they’re now approaching
Hatred fills their bloodshot eyes
Spend their days and nights enabling total genocide
I watch in shock as people kill whoever they decide
Fabricate the truth to fit the lie
One by one we die
Righteous in their holy fight
Colours fade into the night
Cleanse us all of our sin
And let the end begin
Force the divide, no one is spared
Culling the weak and ill-prepared
Painting the lines, and spreading profuse lies
Conform or be enemies in their eyes
Creating disease, becoming the sole cure
There’s only so much we can endure
Righteous in their holy fight
Colours fade into the night
Cleanse us all of our sin
And let the end begin
In mere days whole years go by
Through the past our futures die
Yet there’s hope in what we’ve made
For it can still be saved
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Beggar
05:43
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One day you had it all
A home to call your own
A life to live, a future known
You hoped that it could last
But knew that from the start
These crumbling walls would fall apart
In dire times, through darkest nights
It comes undone
When waves are high, keep holding on
You are the one
One day you lost it all
Cast out into the sea
No shore in sight, no time to breathe
And now that you are gone
I’ll try to make amends
And hope for you this nightmare ends
In dire times, through darkest nights
It comes undone
When waves are high, keep holding on
You are the one
You thought you’d finally reached the end
Although you’ve changed, you’re still my friend
Time will stop for you
And bring you back to me
Life begins anew
And you will be set free
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Colossus
06:54
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Overwhelming, oppressive force
The thought of never becoming more
So much noise that I cannot hear
The voices of doubt are becoming clear
Severed from the world that’s out there
The pain is worse than what I could bear
Try to run from fate
Before I can’t endure
Before it’s far too late
Distance feels far too real
Hide from all my past regrets
And turn away from those that I must face
To live today
Please save me from myself
Gone, exist as a ghost
A remnant of what I have lost
Try to run from fate
Hide from what I fear the most
Of what’s left
And of the broken life I’d built
End of the line for what hope
Remained before I reached for the rope
Anatomic dissonance
In a world that splits my divided attention
Endless waves of rage begin
To prolong the effects of the building tension
Overwhelmed and paranoid
Of a possible future that I still live in
Lying through my teeth and say
I’m okay as I wait for the day I stop breathing
I hope I get through to you
And see you awake again
This nightmare consuming you
But soon it will end
Try to run from fate
Before I can’t endure
Before it’s far too late
Distance feels far too real
Hide from all my past regrets
And turn away from those that I must face
To live today
Save me from myself
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7. |
A Soul-Deep Stare
03:51
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I’m born without my eyes
Into a life I never chose
And soon I turn
Into a lonely withered rose
Then the night begins to change
I see right through your mind and your fears
I’ll peer into your soul through your tears
I see right through your mind and your fears
I’ll peer into your soul through your tears
You’ll be my device, my human disguise
And lead me through all my trials
I’ll show you once more the way to the shore
And break through your walls of denial
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Breathe
02:52
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Breathe it out
A sight of disbelief, a wave of smoke
Eyes closed, mind open
Breathe it out
The poison in my lungs, my only hope
I know
All this time I couldn’t notice
Days float by without a promise
Nothing helps besides receding
As my final thoughts are fleeting
Nobody could bother me
Here in this still, quiet
World full of nothing
But it doesn’t matter to me
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9. |
The Inevitable
15:05
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No matter what your voice remains
So tell me what there is to gain
No matter how I seem to try
You never want to die
I failed to rid you of my past
(But you were always me)
I failed to reach the end at last
(And I was always you)
And was I ever in control?
Did I exist as me at all?
An empty surrogate
Was I alive by chance
Or merely circumstance?
Over time this certainty had faded into obscurity
Thoughts I once internalized are torn out of my body and mind
One by one, memories falling apart at the seams of their origin
Things are slowly starting to make sense
As my life is falling into place
Puzzle pieces are finally fitting
Into an image resembling something
That I wanted to become
Now arriving to conclusions
I once had thought were delusions
And was I ever in control?
Did I exist as me at all?
An empty surrogate
Was I alive by chance
Or merely circumstance?
Devoid of any choice
I’ve yet to use my voice
A motionless, eternal dream
An ever present melody
Reveals the sound of hope to me
As I tried to disappear your true voice was drawing near
And my path’s becoming clear
It’s time you owned what wasn’t mine
I stand before my own demise
And face it strong with open eyes
As I tried to disappear your true voice was drawing near
And my path’s becoming clear
And out of the fog emerges a familiar form
But something has changed, as if it was somehow rearranged
Is this what it meant for you to truly be made anew?
I now see that it was inevitable
You couldn’t be real, you couldn’t know what it was to feel
And I should’ve known, but this life can finally be your own
I’m sorry I took this long, I now know that I was wrong
But I’m glad to see you return
I know you hoped you’d reached the end
Although you’ve changed, you’re still my friend
Time has stopped for you
And brought you back to me
Life begins anew
And you can now be free
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10. |
Losing a Friend
06:55
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I would have long been lost without you
But times move on as we do
Locked in an eternal dance
Through our own minds
Don’t you know?
I would die for you
Just for one last time
One more moment
I’ll still be here if one day you would let me in
Does one life have to end for another to begin?
(I would’ve done anything to go back)
(But then I wouldn’t really be myself)
I would have long been lost without you
But times move on as we do
Locked in an eternal dance
Through our own minds
Don’t you know?
I would die for you
Just for one last time
One more moment
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Return to Life Toronto, Ontario
Hey, I'm Anna, a 25 year old engineering grad from the Toronto area. I make music, primarily of the metal and heavy types, but occasionally dab in some more experimental styles.
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